10.7.11
best damn thing
I don't know how long is this gonna continue, but I really hope it would be forever. What am I talking about? My love for him. I think after so long, I've finally understood whats love. It used to be about me. I used to think that he should cherish me and love me more. I used to get angry with him cos things ain't going the way I want it to be. Like any other relationship, like any other guys, he make mistakes. But he also apologized. There's nothing serious in the things I get pissed with. Like any other relationships, we fluctuate. But everytime when things ain't going that well, he will put in that extra effort, he is willing to let down his ego. In our relationship, he only shouted at me once (that was prolly in our 2nd year tgt?) and he never did it again cos I told him I don't like the feeling of being shouted at. He respects me alot. He never used vulgarities to scold me when we quarrel. He may not be the rich dude who can buy me anything I want. But he gives me everything else that he can give. I know there are still many good guys around, and I'm already thankful that God gave me one. I'm more than contented. It's about us now. I like the time that we spend together. With common friends, common topics, family woes, happiness, we motivate each other, we go for jogs together. We're spending a lot more time talking. And I'm really happy that he's opening up to me to talk about girls (bcos I'm really sensitive about that). I really love how everything is going right now. I'm more sure than ever that he's feeling the same way. This is way more than I relationship and I can't be more thankful. He's my bestfriend (though he maybe the worse shopping partner), my soulmate, my older brother (he nags at me!!! a good thing though...), he's my everything. I think no one would really understand our relationship. Our relationship seems very shallow and common but I really think we went through alot (more than enough I should say). One day when I'm upset with him, I will definitely come back to realize how good he is to me and that he's too good a gem to lose. I love him more than ever and I don't want this spark to stop.
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