I'm trying

This post marks the 1st day of me gyming after 4 years. Cant believe I went for the one on one assessment alone and actually enjoyed my alone time. If you know me well enough, you'll know that I hate being alone, so this time I'm starting to embrace it. Time to start embracing the pain...

First step, done. Next, found a beautiful and extremely quiet cafe (I was literally the only one there). So many things flooded my mind, but was v thankful for the peace.

Surprisingly appts went quite OK today and I'm quite chill during appts, didn't receive any shocking news or rejection. Heart not ready. Went for final class at 830pm, whole arms are aching like cray. Not sure if I can walk tmrw.

Good luck to me :(

Good night world x