Jin scary

Today my emotions were so strong. Like how vampire diaries describe of a new born vamp. How every emotion they feel will be 100 times stronger. Woke up at 7.30pm today. Felt very angry at myself. How terrible it is to sleep the whole day and get NOTHING done! Like some fat blob that slept whole day, I decided to go for a run. So obviously you know I v angry with myself, so I ran a lot. I don't know why I will push myself so hard this time. Running in the mild drizzle somemore. So i think it's because of both pushing myself damn hard and running in this attire (all zipped up):

After doing the launches otw back I felt like fainting. First thing I did was to untie my bun-up hair, then I unzip my running jacket. Luckily alvin (my guardian angel) came for me at the right time. Once I stepped into my house, my vision became blur, alvin was in front of me, when I looked at him, he look like he was made up of lots of tiny circles, the color was faint (a bit purple-ish). Al immediately asked to keep walking around the house and he kept pressing on the spot above my upper lip. It was really scary cos it was my first time experiencing this. After the continuous walk and water, I started to feel better, my vision started to regain to normal. Really thank you so so so much for being there bayy if not I really could hve just sat down and fainted. Thanks for insisting on coming when I told you "you don't have to" earlier.. He told me this should be caused my insufficient oxygen in my head thats why will like that. Then I think about it, quite true, cos I still having menses (fourth day) and when I wake up I didnt eat or drink anything. So maybe my body was still v weak:( This is really a scary lesson learnt!