What to do? SUCK THUMB LORR...

I'm a Capricorn. I always seek for justice in everything. I have my own set of values, own set of thinking. Most of all, I always think I'm right. Especially when you don't explain yourself clearly, I will think you cannot support your own argument. Whats worse? I always question. Especially when the situation is unfair. I will always "UHHH... BUT IT NOT FAIR......." yadayadayada.... As I grew older I realize this is life. It's never gonna be fair. You have it good, people gonna have it better. There's nothing fair. When you don't get it you can only SUCK THUMB and hope for the better. And when you lower such expectations, things will definitely get better. 


Okay another thing. Few days back my mum was just telling me how girls should actually teh gong (means act dumb) at times. She told me how I'm always like some loud hailer always trying to tell people all I know is not gonna benefit me. Worse, I might even say the wrong thing. Hai so sad... She don't know I'm only talkative to people I know. She thought I forever talkative... Okay anyways I really need to learn to chill and speak only wise words if not my mouth is gonna haunt my future. 


So sian. Its 3.50am already and I'm worrying about all these. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only 20 year old thinking about all these. I think I'm too free... 


Okay gn.