Last Goodbye.

Cover of JT - Cry Me a River

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you,
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it


You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Boy I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other girl
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er

I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to her and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Boy I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other girl
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea

GO NAOMI!

Hi again! Today imma backtrack what happened 3 days back! Finally had time to blog. Gonna be very very busy next few weeks as you know school's gon end in a few weeks time. Now it's period for major assignment deadlines, exams, etc! 3 days back was a THURSDAY! It was also naomi's (prepared for very long, with much effort and nervousness) concert day! It's this event called Tinted Lab where she have to perform a song with her band members for her MUS115 mod! Her group did a mash up of 23 songs in 5mins! Damn damn awesome! So we definitely have to be there to morally support her!

GO NAOMI!

Oh! is that a kiss for us?! kekexzz

Really glad I went for this mini concert, because I really didn't expect them to be so good! I guess that's why there's this word called HIDDEN TALENT! HAHA! Before the concert we took a lot of light sticks, which we were supposed to take only 2 per person. LOL! Shall post the photos and you see for yourself!:)

Pardon this posture, I was too engrossed with the light sticks!

HAHAHA naomi your eyes! JUDGEY-EYES!!! 

 Us, with naomi after her performance!

Her prince charming!

 Thank you, Tinted lab's sponsor, Belif!

I think I found myself

I've school in a few hours time and yea, tonight I can't get myself to bed again. I hate nights like that. You know people always say Hollywood is a gimmick, nothing is real there. But you now what, I found myself another song that I can totally relate to. But maybe this time it's a little different. This song is my waking up song. Maybe it's calling me to clean up those tears at night. I have to find myself back. Tiny errors should not be barriers holding me back. I realized I've been magnifying my problems. I've been getting myself to stress over a possible C grade in my module. I've been worrying about how people will think if things changed. I've been scrapping my own hurt wound at these nights -telling myself how badly I'm hurt when it's time carry on. My family problem, I've been crying on it when my parents already tell me it will be fine. When I list it all out, I feel so pathetic, shouldn't I already get over all these days back? It's been bout a week already I suppose. Time to slap myself to reality.

Day 3: It'll get better in time

Thought I couldnt live without you
Its gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and meIts time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is,

I'll be fine without you
Yes i will...

Yes, I ripped this small part out from Leona Lewis' better in time.
And ya, this is exactly what I want to express...

Things ain't going well and I'm trying to cope. If you feel that I'm acting all weird and not doing things to expectations, please try to understand. The things that are haunting me now are not just relational problems but family problem and school work. There are things that I don't feel like saying so please don't ask me bout it. I will tell when I feel like telling. I'm not trying to be bitchy here, I just need some understanding.

Thanks for all the love and concern. I will be better in time♥

WESTLIFE ♥

Finally here to update you people about the westlife concert! It was awesome, the songs, the clique, the atmosphere, etc. The seats was also better than I expected! Anw as you know I'm using a G12, picture quality was kinda bad: got to zoom so far, a lot of pictures were blurred. Naomi just uploaded her Westlife pics from her dslr (lens can zoom up to 250), pictures damn nice as compared to mine! Shall post only a few better ones (still suck though)..

Before the concert (spam spam spam):

 -This girl sibei action the face

 -This moon cake forever revealing her underwear... cannot cannot...

 Like nice uh this one.. then I realize what alvin was trying to take

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MY DOUBLE CHIN >:(

Okay okay westlife westlife (the only few clearer ones):

Really enjoyed the concert! They sang all the old hits (quite sad they didn't sing queen of my heart though) and 3-4 new gravity album songs (i didn't know a single one lol)! There's this part where they asked people to go up on stage, then these girls chosen OMG just keep free hug them! WTH!? NOT FAIR. Next time jay chou come I cfm make those big big sign say: TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY KISS ME! HAHAHAHA Got higher chance of getting spotted!
Another awesome part is the part where they sang other peoples' songs: Gaga's Bad romance, Rihanna's only girl in the world, Coldplay's viva la vida, etc. (really shiokk) 

Need to sleep alr:( tmrw need to wake up early to help alvin take pictures for his school project! Maybe I might post some pics of what I took^^

Oh btw alvin told me next time we should go for more of this concerts! HAHAHA and he say he want front row! But one thing I won't ever do again: go for concert that is one day before my exam. I only slept for 2hrs and have to survive exam and 830am-5pm school day. Seriously it almost KILLED me.

GOOD NIGHT♥

WESTLIFE WE'RE COMING!!!

Finally got the westlife tixs after so long! Super big thank you to beloved hottie naoming^^ she went to get 10tixs for us.. Can't wait for 3rd Oct! Before that, I NEED TO STUDY FOR MY EXAMSSSSSS!!!

ALVINTWT I LOVE YOU

Baby this is a song I want to share with you. It simply sums up what I have to say (especially after what happened today). The only exception about this video is that I do not have to beg for forgiveness, cause you are always so forgiving (you never put the blame on me). I really love you and appreciate all that you've done...

EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLING

I think I need to start learning how too shuffle before alvin start scouting for other girls! I've been running recently to keep in shape! But next is to learn how to shuffle! Alvin have been looking at shufflers and the way those girls shuffle, just WAY TOO COOL... I need to learn the most basic so at least he will WHOA me. HAHAHA

I LOVE BEENERKEEKEE ~~~

I just got to know Beenerkeekee (Keenan Cahill) through Jen Aniston's smartwater advert. Love that advert too! Its like a video that tells a thousand words! It tells us so much about the media, the internet, showing people who got famous through social media tools like Youtube, example Keenan and also what people are looking for on the net.

I found Beenerkeekee on youtube when I tried typing "lip-syncing famous" and saw his vids! And I especially loved the one with David Guetta! David Guetta got this very good, decent and innocent looking look. Really don't look like famous DJ.

LOVE THEM ALL <3