ITS NOT RIGHT

It's weird. I feel very lost now. I don't have an aim, no motivation for anything. Tons of homework yet I'm neglecting it. Why? I don't feel like studying, I also don't feel like working. I don't think I need a holiday yet. I think what I need now is some space for self-reflection. Like I always mention, it's to fast, that pace is too fast for me to catch up. I need sometime to stone. I haven't been having time to do that. I used to stone a lot but recently idk why that habit went off. SIAN UH SIAN. Last time when I blog I self reflect and will feel better. Now? I don't feel a wee bit better. How? What to do?