Hi friends, how's your summer? It's been so long since I last posted. Or rather, it's been long since I've really sincerely updated on my blog. This is a long post that's gonna update about my life right now. Mm.. It's kinda hard, I've no idea where to begin. Prolly start with something that's freshest in my mind right now.
-Diving
Just came back on Monday from my AOW in Tioman. I was really happy that we made it for this trip cause it was rather rush (we did verbally mention that we wanna go for our AOW asap before I leave for US, however no action executed until 1 week or 2 before the actual dates). This time we did our course at Tioman Dive Centre, for only MYR840. It was a 3D2N affair that was straight after my exams. Though the trip was short and rush, I enjoyed every moment there. Did our peak performance buoyancy, night diving, deep dive, navigation and wreck dive. Also, I was wearing that full length 3mm wetsuit, so I have to put on a 4kg weight belt. So, at the last day of the dive I actually have 2 huge bruises on my hipbones. Lastly, I have to credit our adorably-charming instructor, Harry Masefield, for making this trip so wonderful. Really have to thank him for helping me with arranging our accommodation before we were there and also the detailed information he gave, whenever I pop a question. Ahh.. and also his treat in Tioman the night before we left <3 He will be in TDC until Nov'12 before he leaves for UK, so if anyone's keen on getting certified can request for him!
-Grandma
The day after I came back from Tioman I went to visit grams, it was bad. Her condition was bad. Her condition was actually a lot better until only about few days back that it worsened: she puke whenever she take her meds, her appetite was much smaller, she can't balance on her own (always feeling fainty). We finally persuaded her to let us bring her to the hospital on Tuesday. Guess what? It's Hypoglycemia now. Thank God we sent her in early, if not there could be a chance that she might faint anytime. It's really worrying to think how next time we might not be so lucky to bring her to the hospital in time. That time she was lucky to discover her "stroke" early, which is why it was only mild stroke. It's devastating to hear how she describes the pain and her loneliness in the hospital; the reason why she rather keep mum about her discomfort and keep all the pain in hoping that it'll all be gone. May friends with kind heart pray for her. It pains me whenever I see her so quiet when she goes to the hospital. It pains me when I see my grandpa get worried; that desperate look in his eyes when his beloved wife is being taken into the emergency ward. It sucks. Hate the feeling of love being torn apart.
-US
Everything is more or less settled now, the flights, accommodation, visa, orientation application. I was kind of sad earlier, knowing that I'm leaving. I was having quite a lot of stuff to worry about. But right now, I feel detached from a lot of people - idk if thats a good or bad thing. At least there ain't much things holding me back from what I'm gonna do next. No commitments, no worries. After so much things that happened these few months, I feel that I'm so much more independent. Maybe it's too early to say this now? But no matter what I'll have to learn, this is how I will grow. About 7 years I've been relying on him, it's time to let go. Those who follow me on twitter should already know. Right now, we are still talking though earlier on twitter I put it across harshly that it's gonna be all over. Those who understand this will know that it's called - soft spot. But anyway, everything is good. I'm happy with the life I'm living right now and I've no intention of seeking another partner, etc. I just wanna live a life that I deserve, a life that I should face on my own and at the same time to know myself better. Kinda digressed quite a bit from the US update.
-Birthdays
Past few weeks was a lot of birthdays and meet ups. So my weekend were burnt cause of that. Pockets also burnt! But that would also mean I have pictures that I haven't updated. Will slowly upload them all. My plan now is to update my blog slowly, first with the Sentosa date with the fabes, then the 21st birthday parties and lastly my most recent diving trip which I will combine with the first diving trip. So for easy identification, I will update those posts with a "#delayedentries" title.
It's 5.20 in the morning right now and I can't really be bothered to read through and check my grammar and vocab already.
Till then,
Good night <3
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