People change, but problem is for good or for worse. I don't know what has the world been turning into. Things really come and go like tornado. Some hit us darn fucking bad, some brushed pass us. The world is changing. Mindsets are changing. I can clearly say that the 'me' today is different from the 'me' years back. However some hold on to their principles and keep their precious, some chose to revamp their entire life. Some succeeded, some fucked it up. Maybe it's not them, maybe it's the world's fault for such changes. But can you accept them? As I grow older, I can feel myself mature. Not only the face but also how I see things. Maybe these are all part and parcel of life? Like how people who are hitting 21 will experience some quarter life crisis. If they pass it, they qualify for the next round? Over here I'm trying to generalize a lot of my thoughts. They may seem like nonsense to you but it really spells how I feel now. I don't wanna put it in that emo nemo way cause that's gna invoke a lot of my emotions where I'm trying to bottle up. Everyday this week really seemed like a hassle. I don't feel like waking up for anything. Or should I say I don't feel like facing anything else except for the close friends that had been walking with me through these crap. Maybe it's time for me to bring back my two fav J which I've neglected for damn long. Will NEVER ditch any friends for you anymore. You're not worth. Should have seen your colors - I'm so fucking dumb. Old saying is always right: leopard will never change it's spots! That's why they say why give up the whole forest for one tree. It all makes sense now..
I already reached the bottom already I guess there's not much lower that I can go.. Time to look up and embrace life again!
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